You know one of those days where one event (bessie leaving work and the country) just triggers a complete breakdown, you start to think of all the crappy things and how if it wasn't for those in the way that everything would be perfect, when that little voice inside you is just screaming at you...Yeah that...
Lisa
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oh no! Im doing the exact thing in 6 weeks and it literally KILLS me to leave people behind. Im leaving for a job and career and have to focus on that, if I think about the reality of the 'leaving' part of it, I fear I may have a similar breakdown. I'm sure your friend is probably sitting on that plane having the exact same thoughts as you.
ReplyDeleteAnd I reckon sometimes you need moments like the ones your having just to sit and ball your eyes out.
and I guess if it wasnt for all the crappy things then you wouldnt know what perfect is!
(check me out being all philosophical lol)
hope you feel better tomorrow.
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Aww, goodbyes are never easy, but I guess you just have to think that "This isn't good bye, it's just see you soon!", can't remember who says that, but I think they were right :D
ReplyDeleteIts such an exciting time for you Ash, Im a little jelous! saying goodbye is hard but you know it is for the best.
ReplyDeleteIm very happy for my friend, letting go was hard but I know I will be seeing her soon when I visit my cousin in oz and there is always skype!
Thank you lovely ladies for your words of support, much appreciated!
Lisa
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